Asalamaualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatahu
Hope that everyone is fine by the grace of almighty Allah. My name is Abdurrafay I came to US for pursuing my higher studies in computer science. I am currently in Lamar University Beaumont, Texas. Alhamdullilah this EID was very good for me. I joined STPTJ around 23rd Oct 2005 and by Allah's grace it turned out fruitful for me. When I was in India, I used to take evrythg as granted and didn't understand the purpose of living. But when I came to US my view was changed totally. When I arrived here I was not able to see any Muslim brothers or sisters except (my brother's friends). Since Ramadan I met many Muslim brothers and I also joined STPTJ. Through STPTJ I learned a lot and was implementing it in my practical life (Alhamdulliah). I thought this EID will be special for me as I was waiting for it very eagerly during the month of Ramadan. After 29 days of Ramadan finally EID day was here. Since EID I am not able to concentrate properly on namaz and reciting the holy quran. I asked myself during the month of Ramadan I was offering namaz regularly what happened now the EID which I was thinking will be very special was not like as it seemed to be. I thought I was being a munafiq showing that I am sincere to Allah swt but the nafs it stopped me from doing good things and ask Allah swt for forgiveness, I was just delaying it and was becoming lazy after Ramadan. May Allah swt forgive me and all the Muslims for all the sins we have done during the month of Ramadan.
Fiamanillah.
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